Friday, October 2, 2009

advice to rainy...my lonely past...

Im gonna tell u wat to do in this or any other kind of situation
for me...i never cry unless i cant help myself
even if im hurt...i wont show my feelings...becuz i dun wan any1 to worry abt me
honestly...there was a time when i thought i wasnt wanted or meant to be in this world
at that time i wouldnt...i COULDNT cry becuz i thought if i did i would be swallowed up by the water under me
every movement i made might unbalanced myself n i would fall where no1 could pull me out from
n then 1 day i jus couldnt take it anymore
i jus...sort of...fell apart
i started crying n that was the time wen i knew there was some ppl who would be there for me no matter wat n if i disappeared they would worry
i was finally accepted by every1 including myself
i feel i was thinking all the time that others didnt accept me
but in truth i didnt accept myself for who i was
so i guess...im going out of topic
but i wanna say i cant help u if u keep to yurself in that box of yurs
jus becuz wat happened today broke yur heart doesnt mean there wont be any other chances out there in that large world
this was wat i came to conclude...after suffering myself...
n share yur pains becuz if u bottle it up..its painful,very,very painful
if u think u can handle it think again...

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